It's a look patients get in their eyes.
There's a scent, the smell of death,
some kind of sixth sense.
When the great beyond is heading for you,
you feel it coming.
What's the one thing
you've always dreamed of doing before you die?
♪♪♪
Okay, hello?
Clearly not my dream.
♪♪♪
George.
You're the strongest, most masculine man
I have ever known.
♪♪♪
You're smarter than me,
and you've got really great hair.
I'm in love with you, George.
♪♪♪
I always have been, and I always will be.
♪♪♪
See... I told you. Not my dream.
Ah-choo!
Okay...
This is the last time I'm gonna tell you this.
If you're gonna clog up the toilet,
you have gotta be willing to use a plunger.
Otherwise, we're gonna make you crap in the backyard.
What are you doing on the floor?
Get up. Something's wrong with Meredith.
I'm just not going.
You have to go to work. You're an intern.
Saving lives is not optional.
Yes, it is. I'm staying home.
You're supposed to be helping.
Uh... mere.
Maybe, um, there'll be a horrible accident
nearby the hospital.
Cut a bunch of people open... Sternotomies, craniotomies.
That'd be fun, right?
I don't care about surgeries.
You have a feeling?
Yes.
Okay, what kind of feeling?
Like I might die.
Today...
Tomorrow, in 50 years?
'Cause we're all gonna die eventually.
But now we're late. Let's go.
Cristina, come on.
Okay. This is me being supportive.
Really?
Yeah. Okay, fine.
I'm totally supportive. Go.
Okay, the man I love has a wife,
and then he chooses her over me,
and that wife takes my dog.
Okay, she didn't take the dog, I gave it to her. Yeah.
But I didn't mean to give it to her,
I meant to give it to him. Mm-hmm.
But that does not change the fact
that she's got my mcdreamy and my mcdog.
She's got my mclife.
And what have I got?
Do you know I can't remember the last time we kissed?
'Cause you never think the last time is the last time.
You think there'll be more.
You think you have forever, but you don't.
Plus, my conditioner decided to stop working
and I think I have brittle bones.
I just...
I just need something to happen.
I need a sign that things are gonna change.
I need a reason to go on. I need some hope.
And in the absence of hope, I need to stay in bed
and feel like I might die today.
Whatever. Everybody has problems.
Now get your ass out of bed and get to work. Now!
Move! Move! Move!
What were you saying? Yeah, I...
We're good to go.
♪♪♪
Ooh, quiet board.
I know.
That's a bad sign.
I know that. Don't you think I know that?
That's a quiet board.
Is he in a bad mood?
Quiet board. Right. He hates a quiet board.
I can hear you talking about me. We're just saying...
A quiet board means trouble. A quiet board is death.
A quiet board bodes bad news.
And stop lookin' at me like that.
Dr. Shepherd.
Dr. Burke.
You and I, we've known each other
for awhile now, right?
Yes.
We've done several successful surgeries together.
Yes. Your girlfriend is my ex-girlfriend's best friend.
Yes.
Why can't we call each other by our first name?
I don't think so.
Seriously?
Seriously.
Dr. Shepherd.
Dr. Burke.
I haven't been in the O.R. in two days.
I'm getting some O.R. time.
We haven't had a decent resident this week.
Mm, the last two weren't that bad.
It doesn't matter which resident we get, they suck.
- They all sucked. - Yeah.
I miss Dr. Bailey.
You all right?
I have a feeling.
I get those.
Yeah?
Yeah.
And?
If you wait long enough, it passes.
Promise?
I promise.
Hey.
What you doin'?
Waiting for it to pass.
For what to pass?
So do you want to do charts later?
Never gonna happen.
Why?
Alex, I gave you your chance.
You had your chance, and you slept with someone else.
I forgave you in the spirit of being a bigger person,
of rising above.
But these legs are closed to you now.
The panties are staying on.
So you and me... Never gonna happen.
So you don't want to do charts later?
Go stand over there.
Can we get back to the point? You had a point?
Yeah, which surgeon are we gonna have to suck up to today?
- That would be me. - Dr. Bailey.
I've been gone two weeks... Two weeks...
And you ran off two residents?
I've got people phoning me at home,
screaming, telling me my interns are Rosemary's babies.
Nobody wants you.
Do you think I have the time for this?
I am pregnant!
I'm supposed to be on bed rest.
I'm supposed to be growing a human being.
I'm supposed to be calm. Do I look calm to you?
Did I raise you fools to be pariahs?
You're back.
I'm not back.
You're not? Get off me.
Yang, Karev, grey, stay here and wait for the incoming case.
O'Malley, page Addison Shepherd.
Stevens, get a wheelchair.
A wheelchair?
A wheelchair.
What should I tell Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd? What did I say?
Dr. Bailey? What?
What do you want me to tell Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd
when she answers her page?
Tell her my contractions are ten minutes apart
and my water just broke all over your shoes.
Ge-get... boy, get off me!
- Aah! - Take her!
Aah!
Dude.
Yeah.
James Carlson, age 46,
paramedics found him unconscious and bleeding.
Mechanisms of injury are unknown.
But he has a large, sucking chest wound
and a wife with very healthy lungs.
Vitals?
Tachycardic in the 140s. B.P. Holding in the 90s.
You were gone when I woke up.
Oh, uh, I had... I had to do a thing.
You didn't leave a note.
Yeah, well, I-i had this thing to do.
I... you know, I did this thing.
And once again...
What?
We go to sleep, I think everything is fine
and by the time I wake up, you're just a little bit crazy.
I... I'm not crazy. I had a thing.
Okay.
How's his respiratory effort?
Absent breath sounds on the right side.
Air bubbling at the site of the wound.
He's shocky and getting a little cyanotic.
My wife...
Let's get him intubated
and place an occlusive dressing over the wound.
And now you.
Uh, Hannah. Hannah Davies.
Hannah, why do you have your hand inside my patient?
I'd like to say for the record
that I told her not to.
I tried to tamponade the wound with gauze and pressure,
but the only thing that would stop the bleeding was my hand.
Every time I try to move it, he starts bleeding out.
Can I take my hand out now?
You don't stick your hand inside of a patient
when you don't know how he was injured.
You don't stick your hand inside of a patient at all. Yeah, I know that now.
Out of my room. She gets to stay?
She has her hand stuck inside of my patient.
Nice. Thanks.
Well, don't get happy.
You have your finger on a major bleeder,
and Mr. Carlson is running out of time.
The only thing that you have won
is an all-expense-paid trip to the O.R.
Dr. grey, prepare to transport him to the O.R.
And let's make this happen quickly, people.
Wh... uh, what do you want me to do?
I want you to make that woman stop screaming
and tell us what happened.
I-I can't go into the O.R.?
No, you have "a thing" to do.
What was that about?
If I had know you were gonna get the good case,
I woulda let you stay in bed.
She's been going at least 15, 20 minutes.
This must be, like, some kind of record.
Look at her. She's not even turning red.
Good for her. Burke says shut her up.
We've got an incoming trauma...
M.v.c. with a 30-minute extrication time,
and severe intrusion damage to the car.
Definite head injury. Stable vitals on everything else.
- Five minutes out. - I've got it.
I got it. I called it first.
I thought you said Burke told you to shut her up.
Oh, no. Burke told me to tell you to shut her up.
Ma'am. Ma'am.
Aah!
Mrs. Carlson... Are you injured?
Aah!
I need you to try and calm down.
Mrs. Carlson?
Can you hear me?
Aah!
Good. Okay.
Now can you tell me
exactly what happened to your husband?
What are you doing?
Chief.
Bailey's in there.
Bailey's back?
O'Malley! She's in labor.
Dr. Montgomery-Shepherd is examining her cervix, sir.
I can see that quite clearly.
O'Malley, stop looking.
Pretty amazing, right?
The miracle of life.
Our Bailey becoming a mother,
it feels good.
Having Bailey back at the hospital...
Balance is being restored. That's all I'm sayin', sir.
Hey, guys. Would you, uh, give this to Dr. Shepherd for me?
Thanks. What's going on? Bailey's in there.
Oh, Bailey's back. That's excellent.
And her cervix is being examined by my wife,
which is, uh, which is a visual I'll never get out of my head.
Thanks for the warning.
Right.
Well...
A gathering of men outside the delivery room.
How mid-century of you.
Say hi to Bailey for me. Mm-hmm.
How's she doin'? Taking it like a woman.
6 centimeters dilated, 50% effaced,
and refusing all pain meds, which I think is stupid,
but I'm not in labor, so...
What are you people doin' out here?
Are you all right? Can I get you anything?
A boy the size of a 10-pound bowling ball
is working his way out of my body.
Can you give me something for that?
Can you give me a new vagina? Uh, well...
I didn't think so. Look, everybody,
I appreciate the concern, but I'm fine.
It's just childbirth. All I need is my husband,
who shoulda been here by now.
Write down his number. I'll call him.
I'll track him down.
All right. Then go away. Give me some privacy.
I don't wanna see any of you again
until after the baby is born,
which, if he does like I told him to
and stays on schedule, should be in about four and a half hours.
I mean it.
Bailey's back.
She's back, sir.
He's my patient, Cristina. Get your own.
I had one. Meredith took him.
So now you're gonna take mine?
- If I can. - Is my wife here?
Is... is she here?
Was she in the accident with you?
She should be here. She's... she's supposed to...
We'll find her, Mr. Jones. Okay, what do we got?
Tucker Jones, age 35, lost control of his car,
hit the guardrail, flipped... He's got a chest contusion.
A head C.T. shows a left-sided depressed skull fracture
and temporal epidural hematoma. G.C.S. 14 in the field,
now down to 12. His motor exams are intact.
Okay, let's get him on a gram of dilantin
and 70 grams of mannitol. I'm on it.
Mr. Jones, I'm gonna need to do an examination of you, okay?
Uh, my phone.
An-answer. It's my wife.
Y-you need to answer...
Okay, we're gonna answer your phone.
Dr. Stevens, answer his phone. It's fine. I got it.
Mr. Jones, can you squeeze my fingers for me, please?
Mr. Jones, I need you to squeeze my finger, okay?
Can you... Okay, he's in a seizure.
Let's get him on his side. Watch his arm. Hello.
Hello? George? What are you...
It's me, Izzie. All right, let's get him to the O.R.
No, I don't. I don't have Bailey's husband's phone.
What are you... I think I'd know
- if I had Bailey's husband's phone, George. - Watch his arm.
What's Bailey's husband's name? Watch the wall.
♪♪♪
How are you doing over there?
My hand's getting numb.
And I gotta tell you,
this whole "insides are bloody and squishy" thing
is so not good for my gag reflex.
But I'm good.
Is this okay?
Me being in here like this?
Once Dr. Burke scrubs in, he'll have you remove your hand.
And then you can go, and we'll fix Mr. Carlson.
Good.
'Cause I know how much medicine I know,
and it's just enough to never be allowed in an O.R.
It's my second week as a paramedic.
I got out of school about a month ago.
I haven't been doing this that long either.
♪♪♪
Talk about on-the-job training, huh?
♪♪♪
Dr. Burke.
Dr. Shepherd.
Hey.
Hey, you've got Dr. Bailey's husband on the table?
Bailey's husband is going into surgery?
Got into a car accident
trying to get to the hospital before the birth.
What do I tell Bailey? Nothing.
Just wait till I get in there and see how bad the damage is,
have something concrete to tell her.
Yeah, no use upsetting her until we know. Yeah.
Okay, keep me posted. Okay.
Hey, Preston.
Good seeing you, Addison.
♪♪♪
What?
She gets to call you by your first name and I don't.
I like her. And you don't like me?
No.
♪♪♪
How are we doin'?
He's stabilized.
I'm just about to put him under.
Doctor.
Y-you're... Shepherd, right?
Yes, I am.
I thought so.
Miranda...
She really likes you.
I like her, too.
W-we're having a baby.
I know.
I'm gonna take care of you.
I'm gonna get you back to Bailey, okay?
Safe and sound.
All this blood and none of it's hers?
Yeah, she's fine. Acute anxiety reaction.
Give her 2 of Diazepam p.O. To calm her down.
She in shock?
I'll say.
Can you tell us exactly what happened?
I mean, the shock part.
It was shocking. I'm shocked.
You tell my husband when I get my hands on him,
he's a dead man.
Do you hear me? Scaring me like this.
Exactly how was your husband injured?
Mindy? Mindy, are you in here?
I'm over here, you moron.
How's James doing? Oh, he's bleeding all over the place.
That's how he's doing.
The girl in the ambulance put her hand inside of him!
That's how he's doing! What are you yelling at me for?
Because! Because you and James are like idiots,
playing like 8 year olds. Excuse me, um...
We don't play. Look, we reenact. You play.
You put on your costumes,
and you build your stupid toys and you play. No, we reenact.
Nobody reenacts world war ii, you moron!
Again, exactly what happened?
You wanna know what happened? What happened is my husband
and his moron best friend... could you stop calling me a moron?
Moron best friend
decided to build some kind of big gun.
Yeah, an exact replica of the finest
allied antitank weapon of world war ii,
the m981 bazooka.
So they put on their stupid costumes,
and they go out into the backyard,
and they try to shoot the thing.
I'm the gunner. James is the loader, okay?
We followed the specifications exactly. You should see it.
It's a 60-millimeter, 1 1/2-pound rocket...
I mean, it's a beauty.
It didn't work, so like an idiot,
my husband has to go and stand in front of his big gun
to see what went wrong.
That's when the stupid toy starts working.
Stop calling it a toy.
It's taking up half my garage. I'll call it whatever I want!
Whoa, whoa, whoa, hold on. He shot himself with a bazooka?
Yeah.
He shot himself with a bazooka?
Like I said, morons, the pair of 'em. Was there an explosion?
Huh?
Was there an explosion? No, why?
Oh, crap.
What? What is it?
Hey, slow down.
If Bailey asks, I'm not the one who did this.
Okay, everybody, I'm going to do a thoracotomy,
and Hannah here is going to pull her hand out.
Dr. grey is going to clamp the bleeder
when we have more exposure.
You ready?
More than ready.
Scalpel.
Uh, Tucker Jones,
you better be lying in the street
somewhere dead, mister,
because when I get my hands on you...
I am having your baby here, mister!
Okay, on the count of three.
One...
Two...
Ohh.
Dr. Burke.
I need to speak with you.
I'm in surgery, Karev.
You want to talk to me, sir.
Unhook me.
Karev, if you interrupt me in my O.R.,
it better be for a good damn reason.
Was it through and through? What?
The wound on James Carlson, was it through and through?
No, it was just an entry. No exit. Why?
He's cute.
He single?
Hannah.
Yes, Dr. Burke.
What do you feel inside of Mr. Carlson?
What is your hand touching?
What do you mean?
Is your hand touching anything hard?
Hard?
Like metal.
Um... I don't know.
Don't move your hand.
Just tell me...
What you feel.
Dr. Burke, what's going on? Hannah.
Um, my fingertips are touching something...
Kinda hard.
Yeah. Yeah, definitely.
Oh, my god. Dr. Milton.
What? What's wrong?
Hannah, I don't want you to move...
Not your hand, not your body,
not an inch.
Okay. You should know you're starting to scare me.
Don't be scared.
Everything's going to be fine.
Dr. grey, can you...
I want you to walk out of this room...
Walk, do not run...
Go and tell the charge nurse
that we have a code black.
I'm sorry, "code black"?
Code black. Tell him that I am sure,
and then tell him to call the bomb squad.
God, can you imagine?
What'd she stick her hand in there for anyway?
She was trying to save his life.
And now she might die because of it.
What do we do now?
I go back in and wait for the bomb squad.
You leave. You all leave.
Mere, you comin'?
It's your funeral.
You need a surgical team.
All I need is Dr. Milton to keep him under.
I can do the rest myself.
Fine. But you wait by the elevator.
I don't want anyone in here
that doesn't need to be in this O.R.
When the bomb squad arrives, we'll take it from there.
Until then, Milton and I are doing this alone.
Now, go.
Okay, okay, okay.
Aah!
Eight minutes apart.
There is no shame in an epidural, Miranda.
Epidural increases the possibility of a c-section.
It also decreases pain.
Miranda, this is a big baby, it is your first baby,
and I am telling you, it is not gonna be a short
or an easy labor.
I can handle a little pain. No problem.
Women all over the world do this at home...
Mm-hmm. With nothing more than a pair of scissors
and a bucket of hot water.
Well, women all over the world also die giving birth at home
every single day.
I did not just say...
You're supposed to be making yourself useful
and finding my husband. Well, I-i...
He's not... here.
Oh, now he should be here by now.
Okay, we're gonna go find him,
right, Dr. O'Malley? Right.
What?
Uh, nothing. I'll... I'll be right back.
Yang, could you check that?
How's he doing?
Ah, it' s touch and go. I've located the clot.
I'm just trying to find the source of the bleeding.
Go and find Addison,
and tell her he's in worse shape than I thought.
What'd they want?
They want us to evacuate.
Evacuate? Did they say why?
Uh, no, but your pager said, "code black."
You're sure they said that?
Yes.
It could be a drill.
Even if it's not a drill, I can't evacuate.
I've got an open brain on the table.
I'm not leaving Bailey's husband on the table
with his skull flap open,
so if anybody wants to go, they should go.
Anybody want to evacuate?
Going once, going twice, three times.
You're sure they said, "code black"?
Yes.
I don't like having to lie to Dr. Bailey.
She would want... now is not the time, Dr. O'Malley.
She'd want to know about her husband.
"Code black"? What's a code black. Wait, wait, hold it.
Whoa. Dr. Shepherd,
the other Dr. Shepherd wanted me to let you know
that Tucker's bleed is more extensive
than he originally thought.
It's gonna be a few more hours
before he has anything concrete to tell Dr. Bailey.
Thanks, Stevens. What's a code black?
A what?
"Code black"?
Code red, code blue, code white...
I've never had a code black. Dr. Shepherd?
Just... just go back to your locker room
and wait for your resident to give you instructions.
We don't have a resident. What's going on?
Is it something bad?
Yeah, it's something bad.
So...
So I'm touching live... Unexploded ammunition?
I'm afraid so.
Not the greatest feeling in the world.
No.
I guess not.
And he's still out?
Yeah.
But he's not hooked up to the machine anymore?
I had Dr. Milton take him off the ventilator.
The flow of oxygen posed a danger.
The ambu bag is... Breathing for him now.
But he can't hear me?
No.
Hannah.
What if I just take my hand out really quickly?
We'd have to ask the bomb squad that
when they arrive, but I'm guessing
that would cause the ammo to shift and explode.
Oh.
Hannah.
Yeah.
Your hand is keeping Mr. Carlson from bleeding out.
You are keeping him alive.
Right.
An... and the bomb squad is coming?
The bomb squad is coming.
Okay.
We are having
pre-op patients transported to mercy west.
All trauma rerouted to Seattle presbyterian.
There is no danger to the north, south
and west wings of this hospital, just the east surgical wing.
That said, anyone who wants to leave can leave.
No one stays unless they volunteer to stay.
Understood?
Okay.
Richard, it's a code black, a real one?
Yes, I've shut down the O.R.'s.
To trauma? To everything.
Wait a minute, to "everything" everything?
As of ten minutes ago, all the operating rooms
at Seattle grace were completely evacuated,
with the exception fo Dr. Burke's team.
And Dr. Shepherd's team.
What?
What do you mean, "Dr. Shepherd's team"?
They're still in O.R. two.
The bomb squad just arrived. Excuse me.
You're the surgical team?
Yes.
Dylan young, bomb squad.
Spread out, check the area,
and then we'll secure the patient. Where are they?
Dr. Burke has them in there. And the rest of this floor has been evacuated?
It has, yes.
All right, you stay here. Nobody moves unless I say so.
We've got people over here!
I thought you said the floor had been evacuated.
I thought it had. I'm not in charge of anything.
This is a sterile area. You can't come in. Cristina!
Seriously, back up. Oh, no, no. She will hurt him.
What's going on? Bomb in a body cavity.
Man.
All I got is Bailey's husband's open brain.
What procedure? Craniotomy with Shepherd.
Shepherd's got Bailey's husband on the table? Excuse me.
Bailey's having a baby right now. Excuse me! Stop talking.
Jeez.
Gotta eat something.
You knew Meredith and Cristina would be on the floor
with the bomb. Yeah.
Is it wrong that we're jealous?
It's all right that we're jealous, right?
The fact that we're jealous
because they might blow up and die
is not a reflection on our character.
It's about feeling useless. Ineffectual.
We couldn't even get Meredith out of bed this morning.
We had to call in Cristina.
How embarrassing is that?
You know what I think, George?
I think Meredith and Cristina are doers.
They do. They're doers.
They do and we...
We watch.
We're watchers.
Check Mrs. Carlson's levels.
If they are stable, she can come up here.
Excuse me.
We have to become more proactive, George.
We have to become doers.
Fight for what we want.
We have to do.
Yeah.
Oh, you mean...
We are starting right now. Okay.
♪♪♪
Alex.
How crazy is this?
Dude, it's like the apocalypse. Alex.
It's true. I mean, look around you...
Half the people who are supposed to be saving lives
have fled the building to save themselves,
Bailey's husband almost died coming to see his kid get born,
the annoying twins are down on the O.R. floor with a guy
who literally might explode in their faces.
It's a morgue waiting to happen in here.
I'm just saying, people should get while the getting's good
because there might not be a tomorrow. Alex!
What?
♪♪♪
Take off your pants.
Izzie, what are you doing?
I'm being a doer.
Getting while the getting's good. Now take off your pants.
You do realize that when I said "the apocalypse,"
I meant it metaphorically, not literally?
Alex...
I haven't had sex in 8 months and 12 days.
I'm horny, I'm half-naked, and I'm saying yes.
You want to stand there and talk metaphors
or do you want to literally take off your pants?
♪♪♪
Dr. Shepherd, there's an explosive device
in the O.R. next door. I need you to evacuate now.
Yeah, and I've got a guy whose brain is exposed on this table.
I'm not gonna walk away and leave him to die.
The rest of you can go.
You should go. Suction.
You close him up.
You do whatever you have to do.
The chief of surgery has authorized me to tell you
you cannot stay here.
The chief of surgery doesn't scare me.
Dr. Bailey scares me.
I'm not gonna be the one to tell her her husband died,
and that's what would happen if we put his skull flap on
in this condition, bomb or no bomb.
Now get out of my O.R.
Suction.
I'm trying to get gravity to do me a favor.
I'm 9 centimeters dilated. I need that last centimeter.
Good. That's, uh...
That's good.
Dr. Shepherd.
Where... exactly is my husband?
He's with my husband.
Tucker was in...
Oh...
There's no telling how dangerous it is.
We need more info.
The longer we wait,
the greater the chance he'll bleed out and die.
Pink mist.
Excuse me?
That's what the bomb squad calls you when you blow up.
Pink mist.
I read that somewhere.
The bomb goes off and...
Anyone in range explodes into a billion pieces.
You're liquid. There's nothing left.
Just flecks of human flesh and blood.
Pink mist.
Sometimes they don't even find a finger.
One minute you're a person...
The next, you're...
Bloody rain.
Here, take this.
What?
Go ahead.
Now I want you to squeeze it in even beats, okay?
No, not too fast. Not too fast.
There you go.
Dr. Milton?
I've got kids.
Even beats.
Okay?
That's it.
What... what about my husband?
How long can he stay like that,
with live ammo inside him?
I honestly don't know.
But you're gonna try to save him, right?
We're gonna try.
First, the bomb squad has to determine
the best way to retrieve the device. I'm sorry, mindy. I'm so sorry.
Shut up!
We've got three kids,
and you've got him building bazookas.
Oh, god.
He's gonna die.
Uh, Paul, why don't you go with the officer there
and answer his questions about the device you guys built?
Oh, anything. Anything to help.
Uh, Karev, why don't we get Mrs. Carlson a cup of coffee?
I-I guess I should look on the bright side.
It's not like this can get any worse.
I mean... this is it.
This is as bad as it gets.
Right?
Dr. Bailey...
Um, I was...
Dr. Bailey, what are you... get someone to find me my suitcase.
I need my suitcase. I'm goin' home.
Dr. Bailey, you're having a baby.
There's not going to be any baby born today.
You hear me? I'm holding it in.
I'll have him tomorrow.
Just not now. Not like this.
No! Just...
No.
I'm goin' home.
I'm goin' home right now.
I can't.
I can't do this without my husband.
I can't do this all alone.
Aah!
Okay, okay.
So how are they gonna remove that ammo
without killing Hannah and James?
Cristina.
The bomb squad guy said
you're supposed to stay away from there.
Is it me or is Hannah shaking?
Is she squeezing that ambu bag by herself?
Where is Dr. Milton?
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Hannah.
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Where is the anesthesiologist?
He, um...
He left.
He didn't want to die.
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Hannah.
I think I'm gonna take my hand out now.
Hannah.
When the hell are people gonna learn? Oh...
It may not be as bad as it seems.
Her hand is holding that device steady.
Or maybe her hand is simply in there with the ammo.
We can't know.
Yeah, well, my guy's talked to the friend.
That device is homemade, which means it's unstable
and very unreliable.
It could be a dud, but we have no way of knowing.
Add to that the fact that you've got a surgeon
in the O.R. next door refusing to leave
and a nervous paramedic's hand inside the body cavity...
It's definitely as bad as it seems.
That's what I'm saying.
Hey, somebody! Help! We need help in here.
I think I'm just gonna take it out now, okay?
You made it almost to the finish line.
You can do this.
No, no, I just want to take it out and be done with it.
Hannah, it won't be much longer.
Remember, you're keeping him from bleeding out. No!
I am 22 years old. I should not even be in here.
This is some kind of mistake.
She's panicking. We need to clear the room.
I'm not leaving. Grey, let's move.
I'm not leaving her. You need to get everyone out now, Dr. Burke.
She's my intern. I am responsible for her.
No, it's gotta come out. It has to come out.
Yang, go with Dylan. You go with Dylan.
Hannah, look at me. No, it's gotta come out.
Hannah. No, no.
Hannah, look at me. You can do this.
Hannah, you need to calm down. I can't.
You need to relax, Hannah. Everything's gonna be fine. No!
- Hannah. - You can do this.
You can do this, Hannah. No, it has to come out.
No, you keep it there just a little while longer.
I have to take it out! I have to! I have to! Hannah.
I have to!
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Meredith.
What did I do?
Oh, god, Meredith.
Just stay right where you are.
Nobody move. Stay exactly where you are.
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What did I do? What did I do?
What did I do?
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What did I do? What did I do? What did I do?